Chances of a guy like him wanting a nerd like me? Zero point zero zero six percent. Approximately. Charlie: Computers have always made more sense than people do. But I fall asleep next to my laptop in bed every night, wishing I had someone warm to hold. When I was forced to attend a holiday work party, I was a nervous wreck, but determined to make a good impression. Then Dean Aldridge showed up just in time to find me breaking the rules, complete with whiskey dripping down my chin. And he was one million times hotter in person than in the magazines. I was an awkward mess. Dean was cocky, flirty, and every bit the playboy I expected. I never thought heβd look twice at a guy like me, but now I know that Deanβs reputation for being hot as fire in bed is true. When he finds out Iβll be alone for Christmas, he invites me to his familyβs cabin. I canβt say no. I donβt have much experience, but I know his body is addictive. I canβt stop, even though Iβve never done this before. Small problem: Iβm falling for him. Hard. And for once, this isnβt something I can hack my way out of. Dean: I donβt go for quiet, shy, awkward guys. Iβm the life of the party, and I need someone on my level. Someone experienced like me. So why do I want Charlie so badly? Two words: Hot. Nerd. It doesnβt take long before we collide in bed. On the floor, actually, because Charlie is way filthier than he seems. Heβs more than just pure lust under all the awkward, though. Heβs worked his way into my heart and head. Once Iβve had a taste of him, I donβt want anyone elseβeven though I donβt do relationships. When I learn heβll be spending Christmas alone due to a broken family life, I canβt help but invite him to my familyβs cabin. He says he only needs me physically, but for the first time, I might be catching feelings.