18+ Intended for MATURE AUDIENCES Due to Sexual Content & Certain Topics
Alexandria 'Andie' Hawkins, is in control. She knows what she wants and never lets anyone make decisions for her. With no family and no friends, Andie doesnโt really have anyone she can count on for support. But thatโs fine. She is used to the silence now. Working as a high-class pole dancer was never one of her dreams but now, it is the only thing she cares about. Alexandria has learned one very important thingโnever let anyone see who you truly are. That is why her alter ego Kandi, is the one that steps on stage every night leaving the men craving more.
Kandi becomes their dreamโtheir fantasy. And at the end of the night when Kandi leaves the club, Andie isnโt left with a broken heart.
Until one dance changes everything. Thatโs when she sees him. From that moment desire, lust, and insatiable passion take over. Despite all of Andieโs warnings to stay awayโshe canโt. There are just a few problems.
She doesnโt trust a single soul.
He doesnโt believe in love.
And heโs twice her age.
Onyx is a mystery to herโa mystery she has to solve. Andie has spent the last few years believing the only person who knew the real herโwas herself. Now she is realizing that the only time she feels like herself is when she is with a man that should be off limits.
Losing control is something Andie promised would never happen again. After years building up the walls she hides behind, she realizes she canโt resist peeking over the top.
Truths will always be revealed, leaving pain and confusion in their wake. Alexandria will be left wondering if the one person that can save her is the one person she canโt have.